Hi Desi Papa Friends. This is Rajveer welcoming all Desipapa friends. This story I am writing as my confession to you all & you have to decide that what ever happened , was my mistake , should I have avoided ? Should I have done wrong? You all have to decide . Some times certain things happened in your life which you do not have any control & they just happened without any notice & makes you think that why we are so weak & cannot have control on ourselves .Your views are welcomed at raj_rajloveforyou@yahoo.co.in

RAKESH was my friend from last 15 years. We both are from Indore . Usually we met at his place. Because he was living in his own big house . Mostly we spend Saturdays evenings  at his home, watching movies & cracking jokes  & having some drinks RAKESH family has not too big, his wife Neeti and a small baby of two years. My regular visit made me there like a family member..

One Saturday I went to met RAKESH . I rang a bell. Neeti  opened the door, she recived me eagerly. Neeti  asked me to sit in a living room. There was no one at home. I asked about RAKESH. Neelti  told me that he has gone to the market to buy some vegetables. Neeti asked me the tea and before my answer she went to kitchen. She came back very soon with a tray of tea. She took the tray on the table and sat on the same sofa where I was. She was making tea for me and also for herself soon. She smiled and told me that I was waiting for you , She was wearing a black colored shilwar, low-neck qamiz with a red rose dupata. Her reddish color was shining in that. She never used cloths like this; usually she used casual dress at home.

We were talking on every topic, Her husband, children, my family etc. She raise and went to on the TV. She came back and sat very close to me even I can smell her body fragrance. We were talking and watching. Suddenly I felt her hand touched my fingers. I couldn’t believe it. Initially I thought it happened by mistake but when I looked at her eyes , she was staring at me .And then  she started pressing it. I was shocked and became nervous. I removed my hand from that place and went outside . She too became very embarrassed . We didn’t spoke for a while and then she told me that she wants to talk me some important issue. Yes, why not anytime you may talk it. Once She became calm. I asked her I am waiting.

She told me stammering that she loves me . I wondered to see and listen this. I keep silent because I have nothing to say. I glanced her with surprisingly. Is She was dodging me? And hang down her head in shame. Then she put her head on my shoulder and said that she is helpless to keep it more secrets from me. Because she couldn’t tolerate it more. I asked her that from when she feels like this? She replied that from the first day whenever she saw me. And with this she burst into tear and saying Don’t with draw your favor from me. I am really helpless. . I consoled her in confusion . I was not able to decide how to react but unknowingly my fingers went into her hairs and in consoling mode. I asked her what happened . She broke in tears & said I DO NOT LOVE RAKESH . I was shocked to listen to what she was saying . I know rakesh from a ver long time . He is working in a bank drawing good salary . He is short highted about 5’ 5’’ a little dark complexion. Average built , not too smart , lives a simple life . he is not too ambitious & happy whats ever he has . He has his own house not sponsored by anyone & made it with his own & banks funds & made it in a nice manner . He is simple , shy but a good human being .

And now I thought about her on that point, which I had never thought earlier. She was utmost pretty and was in her mid youth of 32. Her complexion is whitish and had a long black hair. She kept herself fitted and was very slim with an average height, and God has given her a beauty which is remarkable . she has lovely breast and hips. Her breast and hips are sexy & have superb curves .she has thin waist She has a big black eyes. Her lips were rosy and were just like a wine cup.

I asked her why is it so that you do not love Rakesh ? I was highly confused what is wrong in Rakesh ? She looked in my eyes and said that from the day Rakesh came to see her she did not liked her but due to her parents pressure , looking at his stability they can not afford to loose him . Oh I said . She tpld me that she was in love with a boy in his class who was tall , handsome & very attractive . And after the marriage I agreed to my destiny & tried to console my self that one cannot have every thing in the life . She said that she forgot every thing & tried her best to settle in her life & then I came in her life . she said that when she saw me her desires took over her as I have all the qualities which she has always admired . I am tall 6’ 1’’ white complexion , handsome & talks freely . In the mean time My hand were moving on her waist while she clung to me tight. But Neeti have you ever taught about this relation? As you know better that we both are married and have children. Yes, why not more than many times. But love is blind it doesn’t see. What I should I do? I don’t care of my family but I don’t want disturb your life because I love you. By that time I did not control myself to love her. I put my lips on her rosy lips and she responded eagerly starving. As she has already clung to her breast and me were pressing to me very tightly. She was really so soft like silk. My arms were also around her waist taking her. We were kissing with warmth of affection. I was rubbing gently her waist. And then my hand came to her breast under her armpit. She slipped away little to give way to my hand as she pressed very tight to me. And it was a signal from her that she is ready for anything. . But , then suddenly I thought about my wife , my children & more ever my friend RAKESH who was very close to me & is like my brother. How can I cheat them ? What will happen if he comes to know? It will ruin every thing . It will ruin my friendship & faith . And then I took that decision , I cannot do that & I pushed Neeti away & said , Neeti this is wrong we can not do that . We both have our families & children & how can we betray them . I can not do that & boldly I ran away from her house .

I came home breathing heavily, my wife gave a glass of water & asked what happened , I said nothing & just I am not feeling good & then went to my room & tried to sleep . But sleep never came , from that day every night I keep on thinking that day’s happening . I was disturbed , I was not able to focus on any thing , my work , my daily routines got disturbed & it has started showing on my face . My colleagues , my family kept on asking , what happened to me. But what I can explain them & I kept mum. This way a week passed & then one day my friend RAKESH called me up . Where are you ? He asked. I said I was busy . He said that it has been long we did not have drinks & asked me to come to his house tonight. I refused & said it may not be possible today. But he forced me & finally I agreed to come to his house but we will go out side at some restaurant . He agreed.

I reached his house a little late at around 9 pm . He was waiting for me & he has madea drink for himself . I told him to go out but he said that your bhabhi has made some excellent chilli chicken & lets have it , I was confused but what can I do ? In the mean time Neeti came from kitchen & said namaste. I can see that the happiness has gone from her face too . My friend poured some whisky in a glass with some water, ice & soda. We said cheers & started our drinks. The chilli chicken was fantastic & better than from any restaurant . I told RAKESH that he is lucky to have wife like Neeti. He laughed & said that I too am lucky to have a friend like me . Neeti was sitting in front of us & was taking mango juice. I offered her chicken which she refused, I forcibly gave one piece to her & she tasted a small part of it & kept it aside. I asked RAKESH what happened to her . He said I don’t know as she in same mood from last one week , may be she is not feeling well. But, I was aware what happened a week’s back . suddenly , Neeti went back to kitchen & RAKESH too got up for Loo. I was alone behind them & then Neeti came with a surprise. She hit me on my face & was in anger. RAKESH asked from the loo , what happened. I said nothing just the plate fell off. Neeti was still standing in front of me & was silent.But her eyes were asking many questions. She was asking how dare I can leave her alone that day , was there any thing wrong with her , I don’t know what she wants to ask but her eyes,her face was telling everything. Meantime, I can hear RAKESH coming out from the loo.She went back to the kitchen & then she did not appeared till our drinks are complete. It was almost 11 pm when I asked him that I am leaving now. RAKESH called up Neeti, but she said she is not well . RAKESH said sorry & then I went back home.

Next day at around 2 in the after noon I received call from Neeti that she wanted to meet me urgently . I asked her what happened. She told me that she will tell once I meet her. I said ok , I will come at & Pm after I finished my work . After finishing my job I thought of going to her house. I called up RAKESH’s house to know wheather RAKESH is at home . She said that he is at home & has gone for a bath. I was relieved , I went to RAKESHs house & rang the door bell. It was neeti who opened the door. I asked her where is RAKESH. She said that she lied to me that RAKESH is at home & actually he has gone to Ujjain to meet some client & will come late night. I saw that her baby was in sound sleep . I asked her what happened & why did she called me . She did not uttered any thing & was looking straight into my eves. I was feeling a bit nervous . I asked her again what happened. Suddenly she started weeping . She was crying like a baby & I was not sure what to do. But she kept on crying & then I sat besides her & asked her again what happened . She was chocking , she started crying more & started saying sorry , sorry, sorry, sorry & she put her face on my laps. She was continuously saying sorry-sorry to me . I asked agaian why she is saying sorry to me. She said she is sorry because she hit me that day. I tried to laugh & said for this small reason she is saying sorry to me. She said , I donot know what happened that day & why she hit me. I slowly lifted her face & kissed on her fore head & said I am all yours . Listening this she started kissing me madly, she kissed me ever where on my face & was unstoppable . I lifted her face & parted kiss on her  lips. She pushed me on the sofa & sat on me &gave a kiss on my cheeks.

She lifted her face & asked me why I went away that day. I told her the whole picture. She was listening with great interest & then she said, I know we have our own families & we can not leave them but she loves me & can not control her feelings. If I ignore her she will go mad. I told her that I too am going thru the same phase & may go mad . later on she kept her head on my shoulders & emberassed me tightly & we just sat for an hour looking at each other faces & giving small kisses . After that I went back home & kept on thinking , Am I doing right , Am I not betraying my friend ? The more I think the more I get tensed & I ended up taking a glass of whiskey & came outside to my garden & tried to be relaxed. My wife was observing all these things , she came closer to me & asked what happened Janu , does some thing happened in your office ? I looked at her & thought how innocent is she . How much she cared about me & what I am doing . I felt guilty & gave her a hug & said that nothing has happened & then we went for a dinner outside .We went for a costliest hotel & my wife was little surprised to know the reason. But how she will be able to know that I am cheating her & is in love to our best family friends & the costly dinner is just a bribe . after that few more days passed but I was not able to justify my job & all the time I was thinking of her , my friend , my family & did not came to any conclusions what to do. I even stopped talking to my friend & he regularly gives me a phone call & asked me the reasons why im not coming to his house.

One evening  after about a month of that episode , neeti & my friend came to my house . He complains to my wife that I am not meeting him from a long time . My wife too asked the reason but some how I managed by saying that these days there is heavy pressure of work in my office. During the whole evening neeti kept almost mum & kept on staring at me . I felt embarrassed & then I took my friend to the lawn for having whiskey . some where in between my friend went inside kitchen to have some ice & chicken & she came in front of me . she asked why are you ignoring her , what is her fault , is loving some one a crime & kept on asking many questions & I was dumb strucked . I got relief when my frind came with Ice & chicken & then discussions stopped. While they were making a move She again got some time to say that she will wait for me tomorrow afternoon .

Mext after noon I was in office & was thinking what to do & then I finally decided to end this issue for once for all . I took leave from my office & went to her house . She was waiting for me . she was in a very sexy Blue colored stars saree with sexy low cut blouse .She was wearing very high heeled sandals & she was looking vey very sexy . I sat in her drawing room & asked her to sit in front of me . I thought I will stop this but I cannot took my eyes foo from her as she was looking so hot & at the same time very simple. She was smiling . I tried to ignore her but she was looking directly towards me & suddenly I got up & like a wild animal lifted her in my arms & took her to the bedroom & spang her on the bed . she was giving a wild & naughty looks . She looked up at me, and said, I am all yours & be easy but I told her that this my way of making love.you have disturbed me a lot & today is my day to make you disturb forever . I grabbed her saree & with a single stroke removed her saree roughly . I rubbed her tits. She moaned when I squeezed her boob and showed her response to bitten my lips. Her tits were so cute and firm and I was rubbing and squeezing it. She was kissing me passionately. She gave her tongue in my mouth. I was kissing her mouth parted and my tongue entered into her cavity. I stop it and asked her. Neeti: are you right? I don’t know she replied. But now we can not stop go ahead. My hand moved down towards her belly. I tried to enter my hand in her peticot but couldn’t found space there because of its tightness; she took her hand behind to lose her petocot and unzipped it. I entered my hand in under her peticot and caress her belly up and down. I touched her navel it was too sexy. My hand reached to her breast but her blouse was barrier between my hand and flesh of her tit.I tore her blouse & stripped her bra  . Now her hot breast was in my hand .I pressing it softly. At last I remove her peticot all over up. Her alluring navel and breast were now visible totally to me. She has a full size milky white breast with a brownish areola, which gave her tit a charming touching. I put my mouth first on it naval and inserted my tongue in it and licked it then my mouth went to her breast. I kissed, licked and sucked them one by one. By this they became so hard and her nipples became erected. She was moaning deeply. She was kissing and licking my neck. My hand was moving on her belly and reached to her pussy. I was creasing it. Oh what a ravishing pussy she had. It was recently shaved and was shinning due to its whiteness. She spread her thighs little wide. I kissed it very soft. My cock was now in its full erection and can not waited more. I took her hand and put it on my prick. She massaged it gentile, than she opened my pant and pulled out my cock. She was creasing it. Touching of her soft hand made my cock throb all the more.

I Never had my cock felt so hard. … She opened her leg wide little up and exposed her cunt. I took my  on member her hole and rub it against her clit. Which was erected like a solid rock by now. . Her cunt lips were thick and pink. It was a beauty to watch. Rubbing her clit with my member made love juices started to flow from her cunt in abundance wetting her thighs. I knew that this fuck was going to be the best that I had ever had. As I leaned toward her she guided my cock into her. The head of my dick touched that hot wet pussy and I wanted to drive every inch into her on the first thrust. And I did. I pushed my cock a few inches into her wetting cunt. It was so warm and soft. And then I did not control my cock and inserted it with full stroke in her. She screamed loudly. And said Please little gently. And she deeply moaned. I saw in her eyes full of joy. She was squirming on the sofa and her hands were massaging my neck. I took her hand and placed it under my balls. She played with my balls with one hand and was massaging my ass with the other. I was sucking her nipple.She was making loud voices & I can feel that how much she is enjoying. She had holded my back strongly & pushing my back as if she is saying give me more , give me more . My cock had already traveling in and out in her pussy. She was cooperating fully. And with every stroke of mine she was raising her hip to meet my thrusts. She was whispering in my ear love  me, love your wife, I am all yours .

I swore that no one has touched my body except you in my life. I don’t want illegitimate relation with you. I admit you as my husband. I am and I will be your wife. As she became accustomed to my size she pushed up with even more force and I pushed into her even harder forcing her cunt, my balls slapping her ass. We did it more than twenty minutes. I felt her cunt muscles contract around my cock and I continued stroking very slowly while she came in dither. And finished her final orgasmic shudder, I was also to coming, I asked her that weather I cum out. She said no, no cum inside let and me feel you I am your wife not whore. This gave more excitement and I pulled my whole cock out from her cunt and then slammed into her with brutal force one last time, and filled her cunt with my cum .ooh god, you are so good and so deep I said. You not less. Lastly I kissed on her forehead, bit on her tits. We lay on each other for another 10 minutes. She asked me to lets go her to washroom. She raised and cleaned me by her bra and we went to bathroom where she washed herself and me. We came back from the wash room and I sat on the sofa took her hand dragged her into my lap. She wrapped her arms around me and looks it in my eyes with love. She said this is my dream of life to lay in your lap. We kissed each other for a long. Then she went to kitchen to make tea that I demanded. I went to kitchen behind her, where she was preparing the tea. I caught her from back. She didn’t move. I caught her breast from behind and pushed her towards me close. My cock was now again erected & we made love again till evening until we were exausted & did not had energy to do more . Then we took tea in living room in each other arms. And I left her in her home after a long hug and kiss. Now she always says that me that she has two husbands. I still love her. She says that it will be continue for ever .We maintained the highest secrecy levels & we are still in love but I always feel guilt whenever I talk to Rakesh.